you know you REALLY love someone when you know that no matter whatever happens, even if you yourself will be happy or not, you will be ever ready to make the other person happy. you will do whatever it takes just so you wont dissapoint them. always wanting to look polished, right and not giving the slightest hint to them that you might break to pieces with whatever you have to deal with at that moment. suddenly from ME it becomes YOU, from i dont give two shits bout anyone but i only bother bout making myself happy to sacrificing ME for YOU.
i know im making it sound like its such agony to love. nope. thats the last thing ill want this to mean. lets put it this way instead, you know you are in love when everything, every breath, every minute, every emotion, every movement, every warm feeling in you heart, every smile you will wanna link it back to ther person that managed to convince you that he/she is worth every single thing, breath, minute, emotion and movement you have to offer. its so special that you will want to be all this. you will want to do whatever it takes for them to be happy and satisfied. maybe thats why we get so dissapointed when things are not as mutual as we would expect it to be coz we know we gave everything we could right down to the last cell in your body.
right now, you make me have wonderful feelings that i never had. no matter how much i tried have feelings and stop being numb, i never could. but with you im probably the most vulnerable person i would ever know. just for you. and im loving every second of thoughts i have of you.
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