Monday, September 27, 2010

melts

no matter how terrible it feels,
somethings said by people that matter can just melt all those unwanted worries away.
the imy call was all i needed.



Sunday, September 26, 2010

peace


thanks for making things seem like infinity. just when i tot things will be okay, its back to freaking square one.
i understand.
deep inside i feel like its gonna be a problem understanding too much.
at the same time, its just too easy to not be angry at the end of the day.
idontknow.
im new to this genuine stuff.
i dont know how things should be or not be.
all i know is that im ready.
i guess somethings are built to make us a certain way.
yet again, they also say alot of things are not build to last. oh wait, with this tot, it just means one thing, miss i-think-too-much is here.
whatever this is,
im liking it in a weird way.
and i really hope its not in a wrong way.
all i know its when theres just you and me it feels like theres no one else around. just us in our own little world without a mask or a sheild.

gahhh.
if this is how its supposed to be, it will be.
when the time comes, everything will be crystal clear then ill know its all worth it. atleast i hope it will be.
i really need peace for everything right now!
imy.


Monday, September 6, 2010

help me shut my senses.


when everything perfect goes wrong the one and only person you know you can count on is god.
no matter what, we human will only make things worse somehow. the miscommunication, the over working brain, the insecurities. i wanna shut my senses to stop this hurt.
so,
lord please help me make the perfect, perfect again. i know, perfection is over rated but whatever i had is perfect enough for me. the little little complains is just coz im human. when u think back, i should not even utter a word of dislike coz for once i actually felt contented. i know im a very contradicting person but right now i cant handle this opposite side. please tell me its just me again and everything will be fine?