peace

thanks for making things seem like infinity. just when i tot things will be okay, its back to freaking square one.
i understand.
deep inside i feel like its gonna be a problem understanding too much.
at the same time, its just too easy to not be angry at the end of the day.
idontknow.
im new to this genuine stuff.
i dont know how things should be or not be.
all i know is that im ready.
i guess somethings are built to make us a certain way.
yet again, they also say alot of things are not build to last. oh wait, with this tot, it just means one thing, miss i-think-too-much is here.
whatever this is,
im liking it in a weird way.
and i really hope its not in a wrong way.
all i know its when theres just you and me it feels like theres no one else around. just us in our own little world without a mask or a sheild.

gahhh.
if this is how its supposed to be, it will be.
when the time comes, everything will be crystal clear then ill know its all worth it. atleast i hope it will be.
i really need peace for everything right now!
imy.

♥