Sunday, July 18, 2010

now or never! (i hope)


when you think you are no where near perfect, think of all those thats way worse than you. those that were not given a chance to even be normal. these past few days has been a rollercoaster. its difficult to know if its okay or not to be who you are. i dont know. its difficult but at the same time if you dont try then you are just being a sore loser isn it? why is it so hard for me to be determined to do something. im those people who almost always let my surrounding take over my inital plan. im 21 now. thats sooo adult right? its really really really time for me to plan a change and stick to it. like really do it already. if not now, when right? i surely dont wanna feel this way 10 years down the road. im sure it will suck more.


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