Monday, August 23, 2010

finally. like really finally!



today i just feel like writting about how awesome and greatfull, blessed and happy and of cause "delightful" i feel. i know, its like some normal post where ull see on other peoples blog whinning about themselves without a moral of the story. i rarely do that so give me a chance to be full of myself today okay all ye kind souls out there =D

finally, all those ACCA people got their exams results. if u ask me ever since i started this, this will always be the day that ill wanna freak out and die!
but but but,
god who has always been uber kind to me decided to give me a HUGE boost in my confidence level today. thank god everything turned out fine. i mean the results. even if it wasn perfect atleast the majority brought me good news. now thinking back, i think god really did have a plan for me. he probably wanted me to drill tax and costing right into my head that he made me repeat those 2 papers. if not coz of that, trust me, ill be just walking pass ACCA without having much understanding and probably turn out to be a very dumb accountant
. love u la jesus. =p
im really happy that i can finally move on. and im much closer to being able to be who i wanna be. im happy that atleast now i know im not letting my parents down. even when they are always encouraging me even when im being really shitty without making me actually feel shitty i know they would have felt terrible. now, im very sure they must feel awesome too. if not for them, saarah mariee will remain shitty. what can i say, im blessed with really good people around me. my parents, my siblings my 3, 4 relatives.. hehe and my friends.
now its up to me to work hard and get to my degree without losing this mojo ive just gained. lets all pray for each others well being okay?
=D

PEACE.





Tuesday, August 10, 2010

idontknow.

after a long eager wait,
all you will want is to hear what you want to hear.
i mean, thats the least that you can hope for right?
not the awkward anger that is heard because of a small question asked so innocently without any hint of seriousness.
suddenly it feels like its getting hard to get across a simply tiny anything.
even the frustration shouldn do this because at the end of the day there is a reason for waiting.
you wait to feel better.
please tell me its nothing and it will be okay?
because for now, i cant really handle even the softest blow =(.
its surprising, especially for me, but thats how much this matters.